NEGATIVITY as the word implies (sadly for me it took 41 years), is opposing all that presents in front of me at any given moment. I have this urge to destroy the present in the form of VIOLENCE, CRITICISM,JUDGEMENT, HATE, INACTION, BITTERNESS, RUDENESS, INDIFFERENCE, FRUSTRATION, IRRITATION.

Each and every person or situation appearing in front of me was met with resistance. As a result my level of frustration increases or decreases as the case may be. Each case is dealt as per the intensity of resentment inherent in me.

Seeing the pattern face to face gave me a rude shock, jolted me out of my sleep. I realised what a sad person I was, existing in such a self deprecating manner.

In a way it has been a blessing because from today I am free to be accepting all expressions as one. The only role to take is that of a respondent, witnessing all unattached, unbiased, unconditional

As a result of this realisation I can see all things with a higher resolution. It is as if my eyes have adjusted to a very high dimension of seeing

For starters I am going to write out 1CORINTHIANS13:1 to 13, a hundred times so as to know what I was utterly and totally empty off  .



Thus far I was under the myth that being empty involved following certain rules and regulations to be continuously in this state of emptiness. When suddenly it dawned on me that emptiness literally just means “I’m empty of any conditions.”

I am no longer bound to follow any rules to be in existence. I am liberated from any sort of interpretations, social norms, mores, regulations. I am existence and it does not require any gross substitutions to define me. The more I understand and imbibe clearly, is the start of existing rather than trying to be something.

The problem I am facing while writing to explain my state of existence, and how to sustain the same, is that there are no words, nor any sort of description, or any scientific language, or some skills by which one can describe the same. All that I am left with is the repetition of certain words devoid of any true meaning.

I am however persevering to continue in my endeavour to write this piece because I strongly believe everybody in this world has to enlighten to their true nature. All of us have to get up from our sleep. We have to wake up and enjoy the freedom and love that is ours to experience. At times I gloat as to how silly we all are, and at other times I am filled with an intense sadness as to how people suffer for no reason at all.

I am thus now only a play of absence and presence. Absence of me, directing the manifested me, as a result, my body, mind and actions are all at the service of something which is only pure potential. The closest I can suggest is, how electricity enables the fan to turn or the bulb to light up.  I am twirling in delight at the potential coursing though me every single moment. Sounds very fabricated but this is the closest one can come to describing that which is me.

I wish for every single human the truth beyond words. Only by understanding the true nature of the physical existence can one reach the metaphysical. AMEN.



Upon intense reflection I have now realised there is no I, and thus I need not have anything to say. This is the new earth I see devoid of the I. The I being a repetition of all that I am for the past 41 years. Now from this moment on, die to this I. I no longer am attached to any of my thoughts, my physicals and lastly my actions. I wish everybody experience the same as I have although subjective to each one. So love to each of you all, the one veiled in the many forms. Hope we all unite as that which we are in the first place. Love love and only love is what we all are.



A job to hold. A status to portray.An economic condition to uphold, in order to belong to a class.

Standards, yardsticks, conformity skills, to fit into society. Such is the bane of the present life of homo sapiens. As humans we have brought upon ourselves, these inhuman conditions to be fulfilled, so as to be the so called successful and the over achieving intelligent race. We have created various loops through which we have to jump many times over, so as to fit in. Or else we are thrown aside to perish or suffer.
Our educational institutions are such which breeds conformers rather than creators. We are herded into one mold to conform in order to propagate the old order and retain it as is. Anything else is met with intense resistance ranging from ostracism to ridicule culminating into death in some cases brought about by the law upholders themselves. This prevents any individual to try out any new enterprise which could actually change the face of the earth.
The so called creative enterprises are still deeply rooted in the past. Except for its medium of propagation and transactions little else has changed. Sadly for us  the only option is the old order of learning to conform in order to propagate and keep intact that which has been handed from time immemorial.
Examples of this is so evident. With Modi assuming power why does the old conflicts of power distribution, dynasty politics, seat bargaining still a current issue as was in the past corrupt government? There has been no visible change as yet when we are waving the orange flag of change all across the land. Where is that change that I was promised by that ever green leader?
A new order is still no where in sight. Don’t you think it is time for a new order. An absolutely new way of thinking, igniting minds to bring about a pro active change rather than mere lip tokenism. A new wave which sweeps over wiping out all that is old and redundant.
If each of us realise our true nature, our true orientation in life. Is there something more to dealing with the world around? Are there new ways of dealing with the world around us? As individuals do we still have undiscovered skills?
 As humans have we failed to see our basic nature. Basically we are empty potentiality. This potentiality can be expressed in myriad ways to fulfil ourselves.
Our basic nature has been outlined in a whole lot of books. Though studies have been confirming regarding the truth, we are still blind to the truth due to the present reality which we have entrapped ourselves in. We are content to live our life following a herd and limiting ourselves instead of discovering our vast potential which need to be discovered by opening our eyes to the truth. All we need is an open and a broad mind rather than conforming to what society and the so called leaders propagate to us.
The emptiness can only be discovered by individualistic effort and cannot be propagated as the current educational systems are ensnaring the masses. What is required an atmosphere open to free our minds into enquiring into our nature of emptiness. A palace where we can go back to ancient wisdom rather than half baked knowledge.
The emptiness which I speak about is that of pure potentiality. The discovery that each one of us are just pure emptiness and have a lot of potential to change society as and when needed is of immediate necessity. We as humans are sitting on a hot plate not knowing that we are slowly burning into nothingness.
The way to change is only by discovering our true nature as that pure emptiness. Thereby we each play our part to bring in a new order creating anew, a society to live in peace and joy for which we were created in the first place.